Sunday 10 June 2012

END of HIGH-sChOOL eRA & AnJaLI's aURA

The Board exams arrived. I took all the exams with equal enthusiasm and thrust. The results came and everything was according to the expectation.
(On the result day)
I scored above 90%, to be precise 94.23% and was the highest scorer in my school.
“Thank you son, you accomplished our dreams”—My mom said.
“Hey, my son, you have made me the most happiest dad in the world”—my dad said.
“Raaj, you are the pride of our school”-My school principal said.
In the school campus I was receiving congratulations from all my classmates including the girls.
Anjali stood before me smiling, “Congratulations Raaj.”She said.
“Thank you Anjali. Congratulations to you too.” I reciprocated as she too had scored very well.
“Thank you. So now, Raaj is going to be a doctor. I must call you Dr.Raaj, right?” she said.
“Well, surely you may call me Dr.Raaj. But what shall I call you?” I asked.
“I have planned to become an architect.” She said
“Great. Then I shall have my hospital designed for free in the future.” I said.
“Sure. Only if I get the medication and treatment without any consultation fee.”She said
“Promise.”We both shared a laughter moment. She was laughing beautifully. This time I was really lost. There was no alarm as the target had been achieved. I felt like watching her for the whole day.
“By the way, where will you take admission?”She asked.
“According to the merit I am sure that I shall get the admission in the B.J.Medical college. What about you ?”
“I shall complete my B.E. Architect from Delhi.” She said.
As soon as she mentioned Delhi I was surprised and baffled.
“Delhi? Are you serious?” I asked to make sure my ears heard it correctly.
“Yes, Delhi. There I have my maternal home. A short entrance exam and then I shall get the admission.”
“But why Delhi? You can become an architect here itself in Gujarat.” I said. I don’t know why but something inside me was getting hurt whichwas prompting me to convince her not to go.
“Ya. But there is a vast scope in Delhi which is not here.”she said.
“So. It is the last time we are talking to each other, no?” I asked.
“Not at all. It may be difficult for the next four years but surely this is not the last time. Don’t think so..” She consoled me.
“Ok then good bye.” I wanted to end the conversation as I was getting some inner sensation that could have made me cry.
“Ok Raaj. I shall miss you. But I promise that we shall meet after 4 years.”
“Ok Anjali, bye.”
She bade me good bye and the smile on my face disappeared.
‘I had scored the highest in school; I was going to get admission in one of the top colleges of India; I was sure to become a doctor-still I felt the happiness to be incomplete. Somebody else in my situation would have jumped, roared, shouted; but I was quiet.
Was it the pain of being away from Anjali?
‘But she was no more than a simple friend then why should I feel the pain of separation?’ I asked myself.
My so called conscience answered, “You see. Anjali didn’t care for you. You should never be emotionally attached to any girl or you will suffer. Its good that you didn’t allow your Hearty emotions to conquer your brain. Because of this, you got the fruit . Keep it up. Maintain this control in future and you will reach still higher in life.”
I agreed and decided to forget everything about Anjali and keep moving ahead on my path.